"When I said I wanted to know you I didn't mean only the good parts of you. And the good parts are pretty good."
[He bit back a smile, lip caught between his teeth, looking shy about what he'd just said. When he was sure he could continue without being a complete dork about how he felt about Alec he added much more seriously than he'd meant to:]
"What that demon said...it wanted you to doubt yourself. I even doubt myself because of it. I want...I want to follow my heart, but I don't want to hurt you. And...I'm used to doing what is expected of me. What is right for everyone else. So it's easy for me to say you do what you have to for you to be happy. Even if that means telling me this can't work. But every part of me is screaming 'be selfish' just this once. Don't...don't let me go. So I'm not really sure what the right thing to do is. I just know...you are a good man, Alec."
[When he was finished he was sort of stunned by how honest he'd been. And how selfish he'd sounded. But it all had just come tumbling out of his mouth and he couldn't stop.]
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[He bit back a smile, lip caught between his teeth, looking shy about what he'd just said. When he was sure he could continue without being a complete dork about how he felt about Alec he added much more seriously than he'd meant to:]
"What that demon said...it wanted you to doubt yourself. I even doubt myself because of it. I want...I want to follow my heart, but I don't want to hurt you. And...I'm used to doing what is expected of me. What is right for everyone else. So it's easy for me to say you do what you have to for you to be happy. Even if that means telling me this can't work. But every part of me is screaming 'be selfish' just this once. Don't...don't let me go. So I'm not really sure what the right thing to do is. I just know...you are a good man, Alec."
[When he was finished he was sort of stunned by how honest he'd been. And how selfish he'd sounded. But it all had just come tumbling out of his mouth and he couldn't stop.]